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On another planet...all my days are golden

Billie had a CT scan today (yes, it is expensive, thanks for asking). She has a normal brain and a normal spine as far as anyone can tell--no significant abnormalities anyway.

This means that her seizures are idiopathic, which drives me crazy because I want a 'why.' It seems only rational to me that there be a 'why.' There are lots of things that I except there is no explanation for. But for this, I expect a reason.

This doesn't mean that I can't live with what I have. I'm glad there are no brain lesions or suspicious masses or other acute and bad things.

I take the day I find. But I hope for better days.

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Ach, gads. I'm sorry to hear about the seizures, and I sympathize with that frustration. They're doctors, they're supposed to be able to find the reason for this stuff.

I'm sending both of you my best hopeful thoughts.

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